January 7th, 2003
|10:55 pm - So what did we learn today class?|
Well... that I am really really really really terribly psycho.
I just need to relax and trust people when they tell me things. Instead of being a paranoid twit that thinks everyone is simply patronizing me.
Hopefully I'll learn. Someday.
Current Mood: tired
the only thing you gotta really learn is to not give a fuck... all you gotta do is look out for number one and number one's things. ;)
Everyone is out there trying to do the same thing you are doing. And we bump in to eachother as we be doing things.... and it's easy to misunderstand things that other people do or say because we can't get in to their mind.
So what should we do? Well.. I try to practice the "fuck it" attitude... lol. It's kinda vague, but you just gotta really take things with a grain of salt. People aren't out to get me... I just gotta remember that they are trying to move forward in life just like me.
Does this make any sense? lol... i hope so! *giggle*
*huggles* Sorry I idled off tonight without the chance to say goodnite to you guys. Goodnite! And I hope you're having wonderful dreams right now! *smile*
|Date:||January 8th, 2003 10:22 am (UTC)|| |
Yeah, it makes sense. I've never been a big fan of the "look out for #1
'cause no one else is" attitude, but that doesn't mean that it isn't the truth. *sigh* I wish we had a wonderful, open, loving world where people didn't go hungry and there were no wars and everyone could do what they wanted, but then you get into what if A wants something B doesn't and C really doesn't give a fuck but D over there decides to enslave the lot of 'em since they're all soft 'cause they're not hungry and they've never fought in a war. *sigh* the world be fucked up.
So maybe it's time I started doing a little more looking out for myself. I don't know. But I'm bored as hell at work and writing random responses to journals sounds good right about now! hehehe
Of course the "fuck it" attitude has a lot more to it... I was just barely brushing off the top of some of my views....
But I do strongly believe in the beginning, number one is most important. You have to have yourself under control and your emotions under control and your life under control before you can even really truly help another with what going on in their life and in their emotions and such.
|Date:||January 8th, 2003 12:57 pm (UTC)|| |
I guess I'm gonna have to bug you about this sometime, you've piqued my curiosity. :-) Life is so damn complicated, and I've lost my user's manual.
LOL!! I wish there was a users manual!! It's our duty in life to create our own manual!! Everyone filters things differently... and therfore need their own manual. *smile*
But we will talk more... we have the rest of our lives to get this all covered. *wink*