Sam (jevim) wrote,

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I want people to seek out my company. I never feel confident to put myself in a new situation, 'cause I so desire to fit in. I'm amazed at what happened when I came out here, and did exactly what I hate doing.

I hate it when I appear and things get quiet, or break up. I feel like I destroyed it. I put too much power into my presence.

It scares me. I don't understand what all this means. But I need to have it down, at least for myself.

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