I don't know what I want or why I'm knotted up. I forgot about the Summer Music Games last week, which I really wanted to go see. (DCI competitions are cool.)
Of course, I wanted to join a drum corp when I was in high school and, of course, I didn't. But, then, the closest one was only several hundred miles from where I lived, making the weekend practices really annoying.
I have so many regrets over things I didn't do when I had the chance. And regrets over things I did when I had the chance.
*sigh* I don't know, I'm just...