But, of course, I couldn't contain myself and I go blabbing about it to babyraver who won't see it for like 3 hours after I saw it (coastal time different). I feel like such a stupid fucking idiot.
Of course, it didn't help that I was sorta quiet in game and I think she was busy doing things as well, I guess I just started reading in that she was pissed at me. (Of course, she should be. She told me about the episode, and I was spoiling it for her!)
And this is why I don't do well with people. I just read too much in, don't say anything, and get hurt. It's why I wanted my TSO character to be "separate" from me. But... in this case, the person I've messed up with knows who I am, and I'm not hiding behind the character. *sigh*
There are times where I just feel like such an idiot...