Honestly, picking up lovers has to be easier on the emotions than this. At least when trying to find a boy/girl, you're both in similar situations and you get a little more feedback from them. *sigh*
And to top it off... the company that I've been talking with is on the West Coast, so most likely no one is even there right now! I have to wait another hour before I can really start worrying that I'm not what they're looking for!