Sam (jevim) wrote,

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Last night, I was scared. I wasn't sure of what, really, only that everything in my life, all the changes that have been happening, have been scaring me.

But... I talked with Lis, and got some understanding. Some reassurance, that no matter what may change, she will still love me.

This journal... my brain has held it separate. That this is someone else, a person I want to know. This morning, I realized that was the wrong thing to say. This journal is me.

If you go to my journal page, or info, you will see that "Jevim Westhaven" is no longer the owner of this journal. I am... and I'm Sam.

This journal is me. This journal will be my thoughts, and my learning, in the hopes that someday, I can look back and remember. And be happy for all that I've worked so hard to do.

I also hope that this journal might, someday, be something useful, that I can distill information from. What that information is, I'm not sure.

If I'm going to change, I have to accept everything that has changed. This is a first step, for me.

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